There are some nights where I lay in bed and just think. Think about my life and my future and everything in general. Some of those nights, I feel so alone. I couldn't tell you why. A feeling inside me just feels incomplete. Like there is something missing. My life is filled with such amazing people. I have been so blessed by the people and things in my life. My life is great, but sometimes a person can look complete on the outside, but so broken on the inside. These types of nights are the nights where I cry out to God more than anything. He is the only thing that keeps me going some days. I'm content with my life. But sometimes, I just need more. Not in the selfish way, but as in, "what is the purpose for me being here" way. And my purpose is to share God's love. And help those in more need than myself. I love my life and everything in it, which is why I don't have a clue why I feel like this some nights. I guess that is just the beauty of it all. Growing in Him and getting to know Him more and connect with Him. He is the only thing that I want to seek more of and learn more of His love. I am a sinner and don't deserve any of His love and mercy, but receive it anyways. Thank You God for being there for me no matter what and giving me purpose. Seeking more and more of His love is all that I want. And that is most likely why I get this feeling of emptiness inside of me. It is God wanting more of me. wanting all of me. Jesus, thank You. for completing me<3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xneqXUuH6U0
This song has been on repeat all night. Thank you Holly Kane for showing me it in perfect timing<3 love you!
